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.: 1.28.2013 

On Why I Am Like A Feral Cat

Steven King sums it up nicely.
"Adults do not forget the horrors and shamings of their childhood, but those feelings tend to lose their immediacy (except perhaps in dreams, where even old men and women find themselves taking tests they have not studied for with no clothes on). The violent actions and emotions portrayed in Rage were drawn directly from the high school life I was living five days a week, nine months of the year. The book told unpleasant truths, and anyone who doesn’t feel a qualm of regret at throwing a blanket over the truth is an asshole with no conscience.

As far as I’m concerned, high school sucked when I went, and probably sucks now. I tend to regard people who remember it as the best four years of their lives with caution and a degree of pity. For most kids, it’s a time of doubt, stress, painful self-consciousness, and unhappiness. They’re actually the lucky ones. For the bullied underclass — the wimps, the shrimps, and the girls who are routinely referred to as scags, bags, or hos — it’s four years of misery and two kinds of hate: the kind you feel for yourself and the kind you feel for the jackwads who bump you in the halls, pull down your shorts in gym class, and pick out some charming nickname like Queerboy or Frogface that sticks to you like glue."
I don't doubt that those who bullied me weren't going through their own special kind of hell, or blindly mimicking the way their parents brokenly interacted with the world. But it doesn't change the damage that was done, the things I still have to work around, at thirty-fucking-six years old. Just be thankful that I'm well-adjusted enough to never have decided what I really needed was a gun.

ETA: Quite coincidentally, an old friend posted this a little while ago, but I didn't see it until today. "Why You Truly Never Leave High School"

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